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Have a feeling that Kevin was trying to avoid me when I'm hanging out with the SK-ians .. I am thinking too much?

Anyway..

In the end, didn't meet up with Kliq for movies.. He was called back to Control.. Kind of miss him disturbing me..

I miss Rey too.. ='(

Bren juz broke up with Paul.. She whine so much today that she affected me too... Sigh...

Rey Rey Rey... What should I do with you? Haiz..

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Just got home from Kevin's... He's off for a 5-hours flight to Bali and back..

Its just the company that was lack... and thats what we are providing to each other... No strings attached.. ... ... I hope... =)


Brief updates:
1. Improvement in Tennis.. Yay...
2. Been hanging with SK-ians for the past two nights...
3. Zhiwei is back.. kept asking me out.. and no.. I have yet to meet him...

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Men..

They just fuck and go..

Bleahx...

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Without trust, there is no freedom...

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Jer texted me... Asking how am I..

Sigh...

Just what is he up to.. Feel like saying something sarcastic.. But I held back.. Don't see the point of doing that.. zzzz.. Sianz lah...

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Just realised that recently I had been waking up every morning in different beds.. hmm...

That's bad.. Really bad.. Got to stop doing that...

Beginning to think and function like an alpha male.. I'm in deep shyt!

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I am going to be a good girl.. and stay home for the rest of the week!!

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Read this somewhere...

我不是一个随便的人，我随便起来不是人！

And I like it!!

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I don't why.. But I am telling myself.. Its time to hate you.. Its time to put you down and leave you behind... =(

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Kliq actually texted to tell me he touched down already.. haha.. Just trying to humor me? hmm...

Everyone thought that he is my boyfriend.. Gave up in explaining already...

Wonder what Rey thinks...

Miss him...

Craves for dark chocolates now...

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Ok... That's it.. This is getting ridiculous... Rey's name kept appearing in every single set of quiz that I took for Social Interview....

I swear to GOD that I did not make up the questions.. They really came out in the quizzes... And since I cannot answer some of them truthful on FB.. I will do it here...

Question 9 of 16: Does Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang like hugs?
Answer: Yes.

Question 17 of 17: Would you slap Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang if he/she was doing something really stupid?
Answer: Yes, but then again.. have to depend on what the degree of stupid thing he did...

Question 16 of 16: What is Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang good at?
Answer: Good at convincing me to give in to him time and time again.. haiz...

Question 11 of 16: What does Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang never leave home without?
Answer: Hmm... wallet and hp ba..

Question 16 of 16: What do you like about Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang?
Answer: I just like him k..

Question 3 of 18: If Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang was a gangster-rapper, what would his/her street name be?
Answer: How would I know??

Question 16 of 16: Name one thing you wish you knew about Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang.
Answer: I wish I knew exactly what is he thinking about.. Who he really wants to be with..

Question 16 of 16: If Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang was really rich, would you ask him/her for stuff?
Answer: Nope.

Question 12 of 16: Tell us a random fact about Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang.
Answer: He doesn't like spicy food, but loves eating curry fish head.

Question 16 of 16: What makes Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang happy?
Answer: A good bj?

Question 14 of 16: If you had to write a personal ad for Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang, what would it say?
Answer: A heartbreaker on the loose...

Question 3 of 16: How would you feel if you discovered that Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang is really your cousin?
Answer: It will be very weird...

Question 13 of 16: What would Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang name his/her children?
Answer: Hmm.. after some soccer star??

Question 14 of 16: If you could tell Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang one thing right now, what would it be?
Answer: Make up your bloody mind over who u want to be with... you want to patch back with her or not?!?!?!?

Question 13 of 16: If you had to dedicate a song to Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang, what would it be?
Answer: 坏人

Question 16 of 16: If you were Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang's slave master, what would you make him/her do?
Answer: Order him to have a clean break with her and only have me in his heart.

Question 16 of 16: What is the theme song of Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang's life?
Answer: I really don'y know...

Question 16 of 16: If you had to invent a new nickname for Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang, what would it be?
Answer: Been calling him Uncle Rey.. Stick to that can?

Question 15 of 16: When was the last time you viewed Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang's profile on Facebook?
Answer: Errm... 10 mins ago?

Question 16 of 16: Do you think Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang sings in the bathroom? If yes, what song?
Answer: Maybe? Some Jay Zhou's song ba...

Question 16 of 16: Have you ever liked Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang as more than a friend?
Answer: Yes... Wish I didn't...*sigh*

Question 14 of 16: How does Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang make you happy?
Answer: Just a hug from him.

Question 14 of 16: If you were to give Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang an award, what would it be titled?
Answer: The Heartbreaker.

Question 6 of 16: What do you think Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang is doing right now?
Answer: Might be at some soccer match ba...

Question 10 of 16: Describe Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang in three words.
Answer: Caring, Loving, Narcissus

Question 1 of 16: If Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang was a space pilot, would you trust him/her to take you to the moon?
Answer: Yes.. I don't why.. but I tend to trust him alot...

Question 15 of 16: What is your favorite story about Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang?
Answer: Haven't heard a very interesting story from him yet...

Question 13 of 16: What is Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang's idea of a great movie?
Answer: Good graphics and storyline?

Question 16 of 16: If Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang was a superhero, what powers would he/she have?
Answer: Time-travel or Duplication

Question 16 of 16: What do you think Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang secretly likes being called?
Answer: Don't know..

Question 11 of 16: What would Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang be like if he/she lived in the 1800s?
Answer: Same as who he is now...

Question 13 of 16: Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang is most likely to break the law by...
Answer: Have sex with me in the public...

Question 12 of 16: What is Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang's greatest talent?
Answer: Able to convince me to do things I don't like...

Question 16 of 16: If Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang was a pizza topping, what would he/she be?
Answer: Mushroom..

Question 13 of 16: Do you think Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang would enjoy living as you for a day?
Answer: No.. He will know and understand the fustration and pain I am going through...

Question 16 of 16: If Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang was a flower, what would he/she be?
Answer: Narcissus

Question 16 of 16: Is there anything you need to apologize to Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang about?
Answer: No.. If there is any.. It will be the time that I've gotten drunk...

Question 16 of 16: What was your first impression of Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang? Did it change?
Answer: A dream boy that any girl wish to have.. Ya.. Changed a little.. A dream boy that any girl wish will not break their hearts...

Question 12 of 16: Has Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang ever done anything nice for you?
Answer: Yes.. The time he bandaged my ankle, carried me, made breakfast for me..

Question 16 of 16: What would Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang say if you hugged him/her right now?
Answer: I don't think he will say anything...

Question 4 of 16: If they made a movie about Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang, what would it be called?
Answer: The life of Heartbreaker

Question 4 of 16: What would you say if Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang named their next child after you?
Answer: That depends on whose the mum of the kid...

Question 16 of 16: What will Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang be doing in 10 years?
Answer: Probably have a great job, married with kids?

Question 16 of 16: What does Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang do when he/she is bored?
Answer: Watch soccer match or play game...

Question 16 of 16: What is Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang obsessed with?
Answer: Whether he looks good anot...

Question 16 of 16: What does Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang look good in?
Answer: Looks good in everything.. Even in nothing...

Question 12 of 16: What would Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang say if you tickled him/her?
Answer: He is not scared of tickle... except for one spot...

Question 16 of 16: Would Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang be a good rapper?
Answer: Everything he rap will be like Jay Zhou.. Tune is there but can't hear the words probably...

Question 16 of 16: What does Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang dream about?
Answer: Dreams that he is a national soccer player or is playing in the same team as renaldo??

Question 9 of 16: Have you ever had a heart-to-heart conversation with Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang?
Answer: Yes... and I always end up feeling emo after he left...

Question 15 of 16: What do you envy about Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang?
Answer: His confidence..

Question 10 of 16: What is Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang's best physical feature?
Answer: Everything...

Question 6 of 17: If Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang went to a costume party, what would he/she wear?
Answer: Something geeky? or Some soccer jersey??

Question 18 of 18: Have you ever had a dream about Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang?
Answer: Yes... *Sigh*

Question 18 of 18: What sort of music does Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang like?
Answer: Hmm... The last time I was in his car.. He was listening to Jay Zhou's music.. So my guess is along that genre...

Question 2 of 18: If you were given $10,000 to spend on Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang, what would you buy?
Answer: I will buy him!

Question 6 of 18: How would you feel if your parents decided to adopt Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang?
Answer: Don't mind to have him as an elder brother... But I perfer not to...

Question 13 of 18: If Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang was a drink, what flavor would he/she be?
Answer: Green tea ba...

Question 13 of 18: What is the best way to make Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang smile?
Answer: Just call him Uncle Rey and give him a smile. =)

Question 4 of 18: Could Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang live without a computer?
Answer: I don't think so...

Question 18 of 18: Would you vote for Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang if he/she ran for president?
Answer: Yes.. He can be rather convincing...

Question 10 of 18: What would Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang scream on a scary rollercoaster?
Answer: I think anyone will scream ba...

Question 15 of 18: Describe Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang in two words.
Answer: Act cute

Question 16 of 18: Have you ever had a crush on Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang?
Answer: Yes... and still have...

Question 8 of 18: If you had never met Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang, how would your life be different?
Answer: I might have saved myself from alot of heartache and fustration...

Question 3 of 18: Is Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang addicted to Facebook?
Answer: No.

Question 12 of 18: Would you swap lives with Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang for a week?
Answer: Why not?

Question 12 of 18: Would you vote for Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang if he/she ran for president?
Answer: Why not.. =)

Question 6 of 18: Do you think Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang will be famous? What for?
Answer: Being a heartbreaker...

Question 7 of 18: What would Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang say if he/she could see into your mind?
Answer: I am sorry...

Question 15 of 18: What does Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang dream about?
Answer: Dream of me I hope.. haiz...

Question 18 of 18: How did you become friends with Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang?
Answer: Through wlny

Question 9 of 18: If Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang asked you to go skydiving, would you accept?
Answer: Yes...

Question 18 of 18: What do you think about Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang?
Answer: I miss him loh...

Question 17 of 18: How did you meet Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang?
Answer: Met him on wlny.. =)

Question 16 of 18: What is Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang obsessed with?
Answer: Hmm.. his looks?

Question 7 of 18: Is Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang a morning or evening person?
Answer: Morning

Question 17 of 18: What is Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang's dream job?
Answer: A doctor

Question 17 of 18: What is the funniest thing you've ever seen/heard Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang do/say?
Answer: Everything he says is funny ba..

Question 11 of 18: What does Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang get excited about?
Answer: Man U's Soccer match?

Question 18 of 18: If you and Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang go shopping, where would you go, and what would you buy?
Answer: Anywhere.. Anything...

Question 18 of 18: If you had to kiss Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang, where would kiss him/her?
Answer: On the forehead... or cheek ba...

Question 8 of 18: Who is Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang's dream celebrity partner?
Answer: I don't know.

Question 9 of 18: Would Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang make a good vampire?
Answer: He would have been a handsome one..

Question 3 of 18: If you conquered the world, what country would you give to Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang?
Answer: I would give him the world...

Question 4 of 18: Is Reynaldo Berbatov Torres Huang a good listener?
Answer: Yes.. He is...

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I was wondering if Rey will msn me today to ask me about Kliq..

Well.. He did msn me just now.. but not about Kliq...

Seriously.. I am beginning to doubt his character... and starting to think that all he wants from me are the actions in bed..

Sigh...

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Just came back from an interview.. Waste of my time and money...

Sigh...

I am so broke.. Don't even have money to go out already...

Charmaine said that I have couple look with Kliq.. hmm... But the person I love is still Rey.. Haiz..

Angry with BZ... Bad mouthing me behind my back and attacking me on a personal level was just so low of her... Seriously.. What's wrong with her lately?

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Laugh: The world laughs with you.
Cry: Your mascara runs.

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Memories cannot be erase.. Memories can only be created or replaced....

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Shit that Mor Peng Face!

Chemistry is not right? Pui..

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This is so annoying..

Out of 5 times after I did the "Interview Me" on FB.. Out of at least 30 qns I've answered.. Rey's name had to appear so many times in my qns..

Haiz..

What the hell...

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你的世界，就让你拥有。

65th Post

Felt a little lost today..

Men are hard to understand.. Its hard to fathom what they want exactly... Well.. Other than sex that is...

Haiz...

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Drown in this pouring rain...

If you can't love me, don't show me any concern... Just let me go...

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Hmmm.. Tired.. Aching....

Anyway.. I think Rey is not in town.. My guess based on bumping into his ex-gf at Kovan.. They might be going to Genting?, or K.L? Haiz...

Hmm... ZhiWei will be back soon...

Kliq's off to Jakarta for a night stop... I think after he knows that I knew he went clubbing with other girls.. He is trying to appease me.. But seriously.. I don't feel angry or anything.. Not that we are related anyway.. =)

Haiz.. Really got to make myself focus on my work.. Work is more IMPORTANT!!!

There's a saying... If you want the rainbow, you will have to first put up with the rain.

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I think I have to start to learn to hate men...

61st Post

It's easier to face the sky, if you lie yourself flat on the ground. Will you lie with me??

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Lunar birthday today...

Friday the 13th....

Good day... =)

Took the Recruit Strategy's job.. It was only after chatting with Poh Keong that I am more at ease with my decision.. I must say that he is really a sale talent.. Totally convinced me that I've made the right choice..

Love him lah.. =)

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Feeling sceptical over my final job choice..

Feel like talking to Rey about this.. But.. Haiz.. Forget it..

Not feeling very well.. Think I am going to come down with flu soon.. Kept having this moments of cold shivers...

Sigh...

I miss him...

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Crappy day...

1st, I can't sleep well.. Kept waking up every 2 hours for nothing...

2nd, Can't booked a tennis court for Saturday...

3rd, Only received news that my interview was postponed when I've reached the office.. (new timing @ 6.30pm)

4th, Have to cancel my tuition to fit the interview timing... (tuition @ 7.15pm)

5th, Rey flew me aeroplane for dinner.. (expected it.)

Sigh...

How much more crappy can my day be??

If my interview suck up later... I will bang the wall hard! So please.. Please.. Spare me the crap today.. Give it to me after my interview... or save it for tomorrow or some other days k... Sigh...

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Just met up with Uncle Rey.. And damn it.. I thought that after not seeing him for 3 weeks plus... I had slowly let go of him... But I was wrong...

I still have feelings for him...

Haiz... But yet.. Nothing can come out between us...

How?? How, Uncle Rey?? What should I do, Uncle Rey?? What should I do to let go of my feelings for you and meet up with you as a normal friend??

Sigh.....

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Interview with Christie tomorrow.. Kinda cited up about it..

More or less settled the Alumni Gathering stuff...

I am an efficient worker!!!!

Woooooo... Something fishy about Kliq wor~~

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Haiz...

I think I am suffering a serious case of insomia.. =(

Problems.. Problems...

Still wondering if I should take the job offer by CPG.. Feel like calling Christie and just asked her straight if she is really going to hire me... Haiz..

Rey said can meet me up on Thursday for curry fish head.. Really wonder if I can take that for real.. Haiz..

Ivan texted me.. asking if I am busy.. But after I said I am at home.. He said nevermind.. -.-" And adding that he meet me another day.. Haiz..

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE????

.....................

*sigh*

烦啊！！！ =(

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CPG called.. I am shortlisted.. Signing contract on Friday.. But I am having a 2nd thought...

Haiz...

Dreamt of Jer... Why of all people.. I had to dream of him.... =(

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Rey called when I was having steamboat and ice cream.. Seriously don't know what he wants from me..

He said that he know he can't give me what I want from him.. Ok.. He knows.. Then?? Haiz..

Kliq companied me for movie and supper... On our way home... He asked if I had fallen for him..

My reply? No...

Told him straight that he is a playboy and I don't get any vibe that he wants to settle down anytime soon.. He agrees...

Men... And their ego... -.-... Haiz...

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Happy Birthday to me...

Hai...

All I've got from Rey was just a message in the morning.. Then and again.. What was I hoping for? =(

Jer texted me last night.. I know who is he but I purposely asked who is that... Hmm.. I am bored last night lah...

Tonight's plan.. Stay at home and nua! =)

Happy Birthday to me~

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女人的死穴是感情。

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Tire day..

Spent the Thursday night with Kliq... Didn't really sleep... He kept me companied for the whole of Friday..

Zhiwei sent me an mms from Australia.. Its a photo a star-filled night he took with sweet message.. But.. I still don't think its possible to work out with him... Haiz...

Ivan called me at 6am on a Saturday morning.. And no.. I did not meet him...

Had a great tennis game today.. My besties bought me a new Asics running shoes, dinner, drinks and a surprise birthday cake... Hearts them.. =)

For the 1st time after so long.. Uncle Rey did not appeared in my mind today till now..

Haiz... I miss him...

Oh ya! Heard from Brenda that I might get the job at R.E... *cross finger* =)

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Men are selfish and generous...

Men like to mark their territory to show that it's been owned and no sharing is allowed... In the meantime, they go around marking other territories to expand the properties owned...

So.. Yup.. Men are selfish and generous...

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I am having an internal conflict with my evil twins...

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Problems likes to visit hand in hand... One after another...

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Men have this thing about their ego...

The more the merrier... The more the ego...

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The cycle was completed..

Once again.. 3 in a day... Again... In the same damn order..

How nice...

-.-Zzzzz....

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Right..

He msn-ed me.. Telling me he is sick.. And wants to me to go find him...

And no.. I did not meet him..

I just felt that if he is not with me.. Then sorry... He will not get anything from me...

Anyway.. He said he might be able to spend the night with me on my birthday... Not confirm though.. Not pinning much hope on it anyway...

Haiz...

I still have feelings for him.. But I don't think I should fall into the blackhole again... Until he decides what's the status btw the both of us..

Haiz...

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I was self destructive, and you were just happened to be there to pick up the pieces.

That's that.

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I didn't realised that it bothers me so much to see the name he had written on my organiser...

Haiz...

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你是好人，也是个坏人... 不想把爱人看成路人...

可是，现在的我们，已经成为陌生人了...

*sob*

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I might have just screwed up big time.. Damn!

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Ok.. Maybe I am just giving myself an excuse...

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After the wee-hours talk with Ling.. I missed him even more..

Damn it!

Argh...

I need to get over this.. I have to.. I must!!!

=(

Feeling like texting him.. Yet... There is just this ego thing in me that kept stopping me from doing rash things... Not sure if that's a good thing.. Hope it is..

Haiz... I miss you....

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Stay in my arms if you dare... Or must I imagine you there...

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When something goes wrong... Everything goes wrong...

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Haiz.. I miss him... But I wouldn't call him.. I know what I have to do..

Haiz.. If only he loved me.. But I know.. The only he loved the most is not me...

The only he loved the most is himself...

=(