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Just met Rey.. And he shall be known as Uncle Rey from now on.. =)

Was surprised when he msn-ed me.. And told me this "i told her that i din might not be able to love her as i used to be..." and that he have yet to patched back with her...

Seriously, I am getting very confused..

He's the one who wanted and done so much to try to get her back.. Now, she wants to return to him.. He hesitated..

Finally asked him "Who am I to him? What does he take me for?"

Ironically, he was thinking of the exact same questions while walking to the playground..

He said that I am like a confidante to him... A friend... Someone whom he can really talk to.. Yet, we did things more than what friend shouldn't do...

Therefore... We concluded that we are somewhere in between "Boyfriend-Girlfriend" and "Friends"..

Hmmmm.. Is this something to be happy about? Honestly.. I don't know..

He said that he needs more time to sort out his feelings towards her.. That means?

He also asked me whats the reason that I agreed to meet him... He knew exactly what my reasons are.. He just said it out.. "Cause you like me, right?" My reply was simple... "It doesn't matter whats the reason, cause even if you know the reason, it still doesn't change anything or give me an outcome that I want."

Of course.. In the end.. As usual... We just laughed it off...

He took a nap on my lap... Had thoughts in hope that he will just sleep like this on my lap for good... Wish-ful thoughts, I know.. Still, somewhere in my heart.. I still hope...

Haiz...

So what if I still like him.. So what if I am still waiting for him... That doesn't change any thing in any way...



Anyway.. Had a long day.. Chris' girlfriend of 4-years called.. Usual drama (that I thought would only have happened to me) unfolds...Tennis was shacked today.. Terrible heat from the Sun... Amazed by Mr Lim's improvement... Hurt myself again.. In need of new sport shoes.. Bought tonnes of books for Jiale... Annoyed by Zhiwei.. Confused by Uncle Rey...