Feeling vexed.. Feeling lonely...
Strange isn't it? Yes.. It seems that I have a lot of friends... a lot of entertainments.. a lot of programs happening everyday... a lot of guys chasing after my tail...
But.. Yet...
The only thing that surrounds me now is silence... There's no one besides me..
I remembered that I've once told Rey.. Learning to let go makes a person stronger than who he/she is now..
I missed him.. I missed him being bossy towards me.. I missed him sending texts sayanging me when it started to rain... I missed him kept stuffing food on my plate... I missed him trying to keep me warm when we were in the cinema... Missed him so badly.. And I can't let him know....
The day he returned from Thailand and msn-ed me.. I almost didn't want to leave house for work...
But.. I had to keep my distance away from him already....
All I wanted for him was to be happy.. And if letting him go back to his ex-girlfriend would make him happy... That's what I will do.. I will let go...
He is just a friend... Nothing more... Nothing more....
*cry*
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