Thursday, October 22, 2009

16th Post

Rejected UOB's job offer.. Haiz..

Anyway.. Since I broke the news to him last night..

From all the msn-s and phone calls he gave me today.. The main point was all about "Bought the kit yet?", "Tested yet?"...

Irritated..

He has not been contacting me very frequently since his girlfriend decided to go back to him.. The sudden increased frequency of phone calls today just makes me wonder... How true are his concerns towards me? Is he just worried about the result or is he really worried about me?

The feeling to know that if he really called me just to want to know the results just really kills me.. My heart just hurts so bad... =(

Haiz...

Seriously.. I've kept telling myself that Rey is not my main priority... Getting a job is.. Yet, he just kept popping up into my mind..

Don't know how many times I've tell myself to let him go.. and that nothing is going to come out of this relationship with him..

*bang wall*

Back's hurting bad.. Just can't sleep... =(

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