Tuesday, October 20, 2009

14th Post

Finally told him that my menses' late.. His response was exactly what I had expected...

He gave me all the reasons to convince me to go for the procedure if it really happens...

He claimed that his decision was made not because of her.. but because financially, he is not stable yet.. and that he is not ready...

Disappointed with him... Really...

Seriously.. I think its bullshit...

He asked me if I hate him.. My answer was No...

He asked me if I am angry with him.. I told him a little...

I really don't know what to do.. I don't even dare to think what I should do if it happens... Cause.. The current situtation just does not allow me to do so...

Haiz...

I need someone to tell me what to do... I have so many things on my hands... So many things to worry about...

On the verge of breaking down already...

Perhaps.. In the end.. I will end up alone... again... =(

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