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I need to get a hang of myself over David..

Kept telling myself... He don't love me.. He doesn't even like me...

Yet.. Why show me concern...

Feeling confused... =(

Why have I gotten myself so miserable over a man.. A man who is one year younger than me.. haiz...

David seems to be afraid of something.. someone... or maybe.. he is just trying to pull a fast one on me?

*Sigh*

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对的人, 做的事情都是对的.

错的人, 做什么永远都是错的......


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Just reached home from Rey's.. =)

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Rey msn-ed me at work.. The conversation content? Trying to get me into bed again... Haiz...

Must he hurt me over and over again when I've decide that I am over him... *sad*

*Sigh*

Also not sure whats my relationship with Sherman turning into.. Argh.. This is confusing... I don't want to start a relationship with him.. But why am I so drawn to him at times.. Zzzz...

F up!

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Sherman is finally letting go.. Should be a good thing... I just want to maintain the status quo between me and him... Thats the reason I refused to give him a goodbye kiss...

Totally shagged out... Burnt my weekends shopping, eating, prawning, when I should have be sleeping at hm.. Zzzz...

Oh...

Rey texted me this morning.. =)

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Just came back from Sherman's bar..

Busy evening at work. =) Met Nat for supper and asked him to join us at Vie Bar since Stan said he misses Sherman..

Anyway.. Sherman didn't seem to look very happy when he saw Nat.. But I don't really give a damn.. Zzzz...

Oh.. Rey msn-ed me today.. =) But didn't get to talk to him much because of the last min return of cargo.. =(

Miss you..

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Met Nathaniel for dinner..

Sherman had been rather emo... haiz...

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I think Rey is trying to avoid me again.. haiz.. What for..

Sherman plans to give up on me.. Hope he really can... and realised that pj and him are really not my type of boyfriend material...

Ok.. Off to work.. Another long day~

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New motto in life:

"Act blur, Live longer."

Learnt this at work...

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Day 2 at work.. shag..

Sherman told me this morning that he likes me because he is jealous over how close me and pj had become..

Haiz..

And I miss Rey... Time to talk a stroll in lala land...

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Xmas and New Year was spent with the SengKang-ians...

Crazy new year's eve night back in Sentosa... Fun.. =)

Sherman told me last night that he was jealous when I was very close to PJ, even when he knew that I told him not to fall for me.. Haiz..

Rey msn-ed the moment I unblocked him from msn.. Haiz... I miss him... =(

Day one at work today.. Hope everythings going to be smooth for me.. =)

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Didn't understand why Rey had to put a smiley face comment on my status.. It makes me damn emo just to see his comment.. Misses him still...

Don't know what I was thinking when I was with Sherman.. Sigh... I need to stay away from him...

Esther!!! Stay away from all useless men.. and men that cannot give you any security and future!!!

Haiz.... Uncle Rey... =(

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Its not that I don't know what was going on.. I've just decided to play dumb...

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Sometimes all it takes is just one split second to know who is the right one for you.. Yet it takes a lifetime to cherish the one who loves you for who you are...

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I am a loser when it comes to relationship.. but I am a winner and player in bed...

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Rey spent Xmas eve with her.. Then why messaged me in the first place.. and decided not to reply me in the end...

Misses him.. Haiz.. Bobbii was right.. We are all in love with ironies and contradictions... =(